MK's 24th : Quarrel

It seems to be the common thing that every couple is sharing,

to be involved in a fight.

Not the physical fight of course.

It's the verbal fight,

emotional fight,

mental fight,

silent fight? 

This excludes the newly-just-fall-in-love love birds,

I think.

Because I don't remember quarrelling with him during the first few months of us together.

Maybe we're getting more and more comfortable with each other,

sharing almost everything in our life.

In a bad way to portrait this,

harimau menunjukkan belang!

=P

He always say that I'm a cute little tame KITTEN 

whenever I'm in a good mood

but a fierce female TIGER

whenever I'm in a bad mood!

=.=''

Actually,

I realised it too.

Sometimes,

I'm just TOO unreasonable,

I know.

NOT FAIR!

I know I'm always mad at him

for some really small matters

but I just can't control myself,

by throwing tantrums at him,

waiting for him to cheer me back.

I remember there's one time 

when we were in Times Square,

we quarrelled over something.

(dun wanna mention bout it anymore)

And this is what he did!

Not a proposal la of course,

and he didn't kneel down like that..haha..

I was sitting near a big pole

while he was sitting behind that pole,

back facing each other,

don't wanna talk with each other.

After some time,

I lost my patience,

turned around to look for him.

Nowhere to be seen...

Then,

I saw him,

in front of the gift shop.

I quickly turned back,

thinking nervously

 "omg..pls la..dun do this pls..."

Seconds later,

there he is,

standing in front of me

 with the doraemon that he just bought,
seeking for my forgiveness!

:'(

My tears fell immediately.

Anger plus touched!

p/s : I'll cry when I'm angry too.

Angry because of our quarrel just now

and touched because of what he just did in the public!

Being so thick-face and not afraid of embarrassment

just to make me happy,

that's my guy.

♥

Me,

being the one who is more stubborn,

will always wait for him to patch things up.

You may say I take things for granted,

it's ok,

because he ALWAYS say that to me too.

:(

That's why,

I'm changing from this moment on. 

I promise.

I will try to change my stubbornness,
be more reasonable,
put myself in your shoes,
understand your feelings,
and won't take things for granted anymore.

And I'll adopt this in my life.

To always know in the deepest part of my soul

that no matter what challenges might carry us apart,

that we'll always find the way back to each other.

(The Vow, 2012)