I've just read my sister's blog.
As I read it, my heart sunk...
I SERIOUSLY feel like crying.
My tears falling...I'm hiding them. T.T
I feel bad.
She's sad as I will be going to college soon.
I never thought I mean that much to her!
I know sometimes I may not talk to her nicely. (sorry!)
But sometimes she used that kind of way to talk to me too. =P
We quarrel this minute but we will be surely talking to each other again the next minute.
This is our way of living together for SO many years already.
We've used to it.
I'm moving to my hostel in another 3 hours more.
I'm sad.
At the same time, I feel excited too. =D
I'm going to start my college life.
I wonder how will it be to be there without my family.
Free from cage?
Or more responsibilities to be put on my shoulder?
I NEED to be independent.
But there's only 1 thing I don't feel like doing there.....
WASH MY OWN CLOTHES!
I'm enough of washing clothes during the 2 and a half months of NS.
It's so tiring..
Why didn't they provide laundry services for us?
Haihz...
Last Sunday, Long Sern left BP for PJ.
All of a sudden, I felt as if he's like so so so far away from me.
I dont have this kind of feeling when he left JB that day. ='(
I dont want him to leave.
But it's impossible.
Everyone has a different road to go...different choices and decision to make.
This is the life in this world.
Anyway, it's just for a year.
Then, I will be able to go KL to further my studies.
God knows what's the best for us.
♥
COLLEGE LIFE.. I'M COMING!!!
